The way I feel sorry for my people.
They are so fuckin precious. Why is it being so hard. They literally dont deserve me and I cant do anything but fail. I have failed 2 times to meet my expectations. It's so hard that I even feel sorry for me. I overjugded myself. I misjudged myself. If I would have believed myself..then maybe.... maybe... this all would be easy. Maybe a lil easy. But it's not easy at all. Everything is fucked up and i don't know what is gonna unfold now. I don't even know what's gonna happen now. I feel scared,upset,disappointed and sad. It's so overwhelming because I had time and I couldnt do anything. I had time to achieve what i wanted but I couldn't. It resulted in fuckin my life.