I don't really know but I feel bad. I keep telling myself that i am all worth it. But i don't really know what i'm going to make out of it. My marks are not too bad but they make me feel low. I was a topper until before 1 year. Suddenly I lost connection with academics. I don't know what happened. I keep telling myself that though situations make you feel u r not good at things, believe me, u have the potential. But it is really hard to keep this spirit. I wonder there should be a good sort of educating media that doesn't fit ur frame at a level, rather it tries to inculcate the spirit and heart to rise n pursue anything. I just hate it all. Why is there a competition? Why couldn't it be collaboration? Why can't people just help each other learn and learn...and work out things, build products or do something that helps others. Why do we have to fight for everything? Can't we all just grow together. One can say this is not the way things work out. But why?
i know i am not what they framed me up......yet..I feel there should be a change in the way our education system works.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................