I just broke up with someone. It was my own choice. I think it was unfair that I was in the relationship and I neglected myself. I really love myself and I really love the guy too but it just pains me and him for us to be in a relationship. I don't want to hurt him. So I have to let him go. I don't know if I was selfish but I think it was the right choice. However, suddenly I heard a rumour that people speculate why I broke up with him. They said I have another person. I don't actually. I just want to find myself and just love myself more. It really pains me to see that he spread rumours that I have another person. I loved him and he did that just because I want to broke up. Really feels like a betrayal. Not from a love one but from a friend. I can't show people that it affects me because I know I'm wrong in asking for a break. But I am really sad that slender words were just passing around.