i dunno, i'm like 14 and i know this is stupid but i feel like i'm not trying enough with my schoolwork. by that i mean, i know i have it. i plan to do it. i get distracted. easily. and then i feel guilty about not spending enough time on it, like i am now. i used to be an all A's student, 4.0 gpa and then quarantine came around and suddenly i realized i am extremely incapable of doing things on my own without a teacher helping me instead of some halfassed actors on some website that's supposed to teach me something. i don't have zoom, we don't use that. i don't get that opportunity. i get 2 days a week in school and i should be thankful for that since there are kids who don't get THAT opportunity. even in school, our teachers rotate classes instead of us. i have different classes like many students. with those other classes where i have to move, i miss the classes the other teachers teach. i don't get enough time to work in class with someone who can help. god please i want it back to normal i don't want to be behind. please make it stop
its so stupid having to rant on this website it makes me feel like i've hit a new low- like i said, i'm 14, i shouldn't be feeling this bullcrap.