The weight of the world was just heavy today. That is what it looked like. I wish i could have helped him somehow. I know when i am like that, somebody to wrap their arms around me hold me tight and tell me they got it. For a littlebwhile, they will take the weight off. Just for a few minutes. Sometimes, i think we all need that.But thats not my place is it? He apparently dont want me to get touchy feely. So instead of wishing i could be the one to come up behind, slid my arms around him, tell him that it will all work out, give him a boost of something good, positive or even a moments silence,I will continue practicing to keep my hands to myself.And stop wishing.Cuz in real life wishes are not granted. And no means no. Otherwise you wind up with harassment and shit. And the last thing he needs is a psych cling on stalker.