i can’t stop blaming everything on myself and i don’t know what to do. it’s gotten to the point of self harm and i know it’s never the right thing to do but i can’t stop or tell anyone because i don’t want my family to worry about me. and i hate my body so much. i just want to be better- not for anyone, for myself. but i can’t. and school is so much pressure. my parents will kill me if i get marks under 90. it’s horrible. nothing is good anymore.