Im 15 year old girl. Mexican living in a Hispanic household. Fun ..right? We get to have great food, parties, and most importantly we have love. At least that’s what it seems like. Ik my parents worked hard for the life i could have today but am I selfish that I’m tired of being perfect? Freshmen year (last year) manage to make girls varsity, good grades, some honors, worked, and has a “goal” to be a doctor. She’s ..perfect huh. I don’t know if it’s a role I’m playing, but is she...that person really me? I’ve tried so hard to make my parents proud. My mom wants me to be the perfect princess and it causes me to get angry or be triggered by anything small. I’ve tried so hard to put a smile on my face. I can’t show my flaws, at all. Funny I’m currently being talked about by my mom saying that I don’t give efforts as I’m writing this. “I’m too fat. Your not loosing weight. Your hair is falling because you not working out. Your not smart enough. You have to be a doctor.” I’ve tried over and over saying telling them I’m stressed because of you. My sisters and parents laugh saying there’s no reason for me to stress. I’m too young, I don’t work, all I have to do is go to school...so why should I stress. I’ve tried so many time to take out my pain inside to my body. Yet I can’t seem to take it out..I get scared if they find out. Who am I? Do I want to continue being this person who I ..well my parents want me to be? Will I ever find out who I am?