I constantly feel like I want to die. I fight it every waking second. I love life but not what mine has become. I feel stuck. I am scared I am in the wrong relationship. I am scared I'll never find something I am passionate about. I am filled with guilt constantly from things I've done or failed to do. I want to find spirituality but everything is so overwhelming I don't even know where to start. I feel alone because the only place I have said these things has been here pr in my head. I am scared to tell people how I really feel. I am terrified I will never find myself. Be myself. Be happy. Be in a good enough place to positively affect others.