I feel like I'm kind of numb to happiness. Well, there's not much to make me happy right now, but I just don't feel happy that often. I'm sensitive and I feel sad and depressed a lot. Maybe my favourite show will make me a little excited, but I feel kind of tired. I wish I had enough happiness to drown out the sadness. It's hard to live like this and I'm tired of being tired and broken like this.