I am 22 yo, and i weight 101kg.
I started binge eating when I got into HighSc. I just couldnt stop, and every year I got 10-15kg more, I start Diets only for special days, then I stoped and got back to Bing eating.
I started reading for treatments, how to deal with it, how to accept it, how to continue with LIFE.
But everytime I gained weight, my clothes were too Small for me and I started to become an indoor person, Never Go Out, Never talk to anybody.
And even when I HAVE TO go out I try to find those kind of clothes that u cant even be seen or recongnized.
And yet is the same, I cant look my self in the mirror and see the way I am and choose to go out. Its just painfull.
I dont have any friends now, my family is always like "stop eating, you will never lose weight, ur body is gross...". So I kind of dont talk to them either. So all I have is me, food & social media...
I cant stop this, when I get emocional, I get food...
Same Day, Every Day.
Kind of tired of living in HIDING!
Why bother breathing if your just goin to be Indoors ALWAYS!