Never thought that my love for her will end like this. Never thought that I could never tell her that I love her. Never thought that I will be heartbroken.All just happened within 5 years. Started to love her since I get to know her. She is calm, kind, soft hearted girl I have ever met. My heart always skipped a beat whenever I saw her. Her eyes distracted me. Her hair make me feel butterflies in my stomach. Her talks made me happier than ever. Until. I encouraged my self, to say her....that you are my crush. Her expressionless face still ghosts me. Her reply still haunts me. ' I don't feel the same for you. You are my bestfriend, act like that.' I said nothing. But I still loved her. I still got distracted. I still got those butterflies in my stomach. How innocent of me!!! But one day, everything felt apart. Everything seemed torn apart. She mocked me as lesbian at my back. The moment I got to know about this is the moment I left her without telling her that she is not only my crush, she is my love. That's my one side idiocy of my life.