I'm cheating on my boyfriend
I don't want to break up with him
I love him dearly.
But I want to keep cheating on him.
Yes I know it's awful
He's just fucking terrible in bed.
Having to get myself off before we have sex I don't enjoy so he can get off with my body because he's incapable of listening or even trying to please me sucks.
Sex isn't everything but I have needs to- that he isn't willing to even attempt to accommodate or try to understand/ work with.
Fair is fair no?