It frustrates me that this is the only way I can convey my thoughts to you, not knowing if you will ever see this, but I had to give it one last shot. You take all my faults, insecurities, my attitude and my weakness, You witnessed my ups and downs. You never make me feel that I'm alone in every battle that I face. You stayed with me in all my ups and downs and even in my darkest moments and I thank you for that. You loved me so hard so hard, I never think that will be in this point, where we really need to say last good bye and let go completely. You left me so unexpectedly and without any warning of any kind, it was so sudden that I constantly had to keep reminding myself that we were no more. We've never been in a relationship but I know our feelings for each other was true. Who can blame me for settling less when my I'm so in love with you and if that's the only way to be with you. You made me believe that we had a chance to be together forever and took away all of my doubts , you made me believe that you’d always be there for me at all times but it's so painful to think of we just built each other for another person, to be stronger to our next relationships and to fulfill our lack of love. Every time I remember how you stare at me, how you smirk, your efforts for me, it makes my heart melt. I can't really imagine you doing the things we both love with someone else. Our love story never started but my journey with was the most beautiful and painful thing I've ever encountered. You loved me so much and I'll love you as long as God let me.