I was given the option of taking my fall semester college classes online at home or moving into an apartment with some "friends" and pretty much doing the same thing with them. I realize now I should have stayed home.They nitpick every little word I say, every little thing I do. Some examples:- I joked that the opening of this Chinese drama show we were watching was like an anime opening, and 3 of my 4 housemates jumped on it and "corrected" me, saying its not Japanese or a cartoon. I fucking know that, it was a joke, you idiots- we were reading some reviews of this show and one person complained the story was based in Britain but the director was "RUSSIAN", so I joked that they were being racist. Again, they all looked at me like an idiot. Guys, for God's sake, I know the problem is that a British/English director would've probably known how Britain looks better than this Russian guy, but it was a goddman joke. It was funny that the reviewer spelled out RUSSIAN in all caps, and it made it look like that was their main issue when they stopped the sentence there rather than continue and explain how a British director might have been better. - my self proclaimed "best friend" has a nasty habit of bragging while putting other people down for their flaws. Once he talked about how good his grades were, then shifted the talk to my grades even though I never brought them up. And later, we looked at our plants, and mine started growing root rot, and he not only made fun of me for mistakenly overwatering it (as if im supposed to have a perfect green thumb), but he started bragging about how much better his looks compared to mine. Fucking asshole- last night we were talking about our loud neighbors and i thought we were just listing the different people in the area that were kinda loud. They mentioned the college kids, I mentioned the actual children in the next house over. One of my housemates threw a pillow at me while the other said "well college kids usually aren't children". GUYS WE WEEE TALKING ABOUT NEIGHBORS, THOSE KIDS ARE OUR NEIGHBORS they dont give a shit what im trying to say, they only care how i say it. I cant leave my room or say a word without setting off a fucking judgement grenade. They don't care how i feel, they jsut care about how i phrase it. As though im supposed to have perfect prose or some shit? You know what I'm trying to say, just respond like a normal goddamn person. What, should I just stay in my room and not talk to anybody? I dont like that idea, but seems that is what they want me to do. I hate them. God, why do I make such awful choices in who to surround myself with? My ex was an awful boyfriend, his friend grouo were rude, and now, turns out my supposed friends are also really bad. God, why am I like this, why can't I pick good people to be my friends