Overthinking

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Where did you come from

Are you real or a dream

I'm conflicted on how to feel

I didn't plan for this

I didn't wish for this

But I love this

And I'm not sure if I should


Maybe I'm making too big of deal

Maybe it was just a special moment now past

But what if I don't want it to be

What does that say about me


I didn't think this sort of thing could really happen

I didn't think it would happen to me

I didn't think I would do what I did

I didn't think - and maybe that's the point

Maybe all I do is think

And I just needed to not


You gave me a magical moment I will never forget

You gave me a fantasy made real

I don't know whether to thank you or blame you


What happened was real

I didn't use you

It wasn't your fault

I saw what my unfiltered self looks like

Now I don't know what's real


I love what I have but I miss what I had

Will it happen again

Will it be the same or does lightning not strike twice

Why do I care so much

It's a blessing and a curse


I'm overthinking this, but it's all I can do