For me, loneliness is become my frnd now since my childhood. No one is close to me. Today i have not a single person from whom i can made a favour, favour of thoda ye kam kr de n mera phn tut gya h like that. And this is curbing me inside. Anywhere i go i feel suspected timid and can't speak confidently. Don't know what's wrong with me. Earlier i was not like that. Before i was a lionness. I Want to be like before. I need friends to chill out, for fun , most to enjoy life. I am neither close to my parents nor to my siblings. I'm bloody lost in myself only. And i don't wanna life like this. I want to die because everyone hates me and no one cares about me. I'm an useless fellow in the world.