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I'm a not-so-average 17 year old girl. I mean I'm pretty, I'm skinny, I have an addiction to the internet and nicotine so maybe I am. Anyway, sorry I'm nervous... here goes... I am attracted to child porn. I hate it. I watch it on the dark net but I'm so fucking scared of getting caught but fuck I cant stop. I'm addicted. And I cant get help because I'll be seen as a monster but I hate myself for it every day and I WISH I COULD STOP! I cant control myself but if anyone found out I'd be cosmically fucked. I live a pretty standard life with my boyfriend and I need to quit before he inevitably catches me. Please dont attack me I would never dare hurt a child and I dont even look at them that way in public or with family but the videos man... I was really young when I found porn after being molested since age 3 to 8 so I had time to explore it all and as I said before I cant stop. Usually its men who experience this and not teenage girls. Please help me. Anybody.

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I am an adult male in his mid 30s and I was raped by my uncle between the ages of 4 to 7 and it took 20 years before I spoke to anyone about it.

I watch porn like most guys do but not child pornography. Perhaps/ Well to me it's quite obvious that the reason you watch child porn is because you are reliving your own traumatic childhood.

It's best you speak with a therapist to help you stop. Like you said YOU HATE IT but are addicted.. addiction can be broken with the correct help you need. God Bless

Hello!

No one have the right to attack you because this situation was inevitable.

So i think the solution is simple you have to cure what happened to you at age of 3.

DON'T BE SHY TO GO TO PSYCHOTHERAPIST SO YOU CAN CURE YOURSELF.


DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE YOURSEF

DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE YOURSEF

DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE YOURSEF


Go and help yourself before you loose yourself and your boyfriend and who know may be more.


Warmly hugs