I can't stop lying...Its to the point where I make up fake stories and fake lies. My parents are tired of my lying. but I can't stop.For one reason, I'm afraid to be hit...My dad has hit me mutiple times before and I haven't change. Isn't that weird? I dont understand how I get hurt by my father because of lying and still continue to not tell the truth.What the fuck is wrong with me.....Its twisted and I hate how they have to bring fucking god and religion into it.I know that I deserve punishment But I cant help and wonder do I deserve to be abused by words and hands? Last time I lied, was today, I lied about eating a candy bar.....Of course since I'm the only child, im only lying to myself....They know Im dealing with an eating disorder but they cant seem to face it....I don't know what to do?I dont know how to stop lying.I'm ruining my parents life.I'm ruining my own life.