I prefer vibrators to sex with men. I'm attracted to men and identify as hetero but I don't care for sex with them. The chase and the courtship excite me but sex is a chore. I feel pressured to perform my pleasure so they can pat themselves on the back for being a good lover. I don't like the way I look and don't want anyone to see my body. I've paid for sex and felt much more comfortable, knowing that this was a transaction and we were both indulging in a fantasy. I didn't have to care or worry about what he 'really' thought about me or how I looked because it was irrelevant.
I still prefer my buzzy plastic friend though.