I am directly getting to the point ,
I am an 18 yo girl living with her sister and parents.
I can't wake up early from yesterday, even I put up an alarm and that's made my mother really angry yesterday, I wake up listening her yelling and crying and then I cried whole day .
And afterwards , when she came from work at afternoon , sge got angry because we haven't eaten our lunch and then started yelling and abusing us and praying for death of either her or us.
BUT I WANT TO END THIS AND DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO MAKE HER HAPPY . PLEASE HELP ME .
My mother gets so angry for reasons like not doing the work which she wants done . But how can I know what work is she thinking about . She doesn't talk to us and sort it out . She finds reasons for negativity and never respects another person's views or opinions . My father, he doesn't have his own opinion , he just sides with mother and starts shouting and abusing at us .
Please advise me some things that I can do for making her happy , she doesn't accept apologies and she is very negative , she doesn't want anything to sort out but I can't let my family like this .
I can even die if that makes her happy but I know that she just speaks all these things in anger , but please help me . PLEASE HELP ME
HOW CAN I WAKE UP EARLY ??????
AND WHAT WORK INVOLVES CLEANING IN HOMES ???
I am really dumb , but I never said no to any work or whatever my mother asks me to do . I have great grades and I was the topper in every class in school . But my own mother is not happy with me . I am really crying my eyes out .
I don't know why I can't stop writing but I am really scared of her and I can't say any word to any other person in real life .
I have no friends and my sister is always busy with her classmates and everything and she never listens to me .
I don't have anyone to whom I can share my thoughts .
Okay I AM STOPPING NOW.