We are all soldiers fighting in this battlefield it's demoralising when we see you die by your own sword. Some of us are still hanging because each time we turn and see you, we find hope.
Suicide is never the best option, I'm sorry the world is so messed up but what ever you are facing it's not all there is to life and tough times doesn't last forever it's just a phase please endure it and you will surely get through it. You will be hurting so many people if you decide to take your live and some may not be able to get over it.
Please talk to someone if you're having suicide thoughts, they may care enough to help. Please stay safe and strong