Beautiful man takes every sacrifice just to see me suffer it was not even my father they are going to make me come. I can even do this Im scared to death. What did do wrong in my life. For you torture me like this. I swear to god they are in my mind.they don't even tell me they are going to torture me they don't even make my father do this. Cuz I know he would give never give up on me but they are lach on to my mind and they going to make me come to the torture house. I don't know why in the world they won't me with like a retard inside a torture machine for the rest of my life I don't know what i did wrong in my life. I swear to god whatever I did wrong I will correct it please don't make me go through this i just wish beautiful man understands pain .please I swear on my life I want them to understand pain. I'm so sorry for whatever I did wrong till today I swear I'll behave myself and gain no attraction from anyone else. Please I don't know why on earth they take every sacrifice just to see me suffer so badly they come inside my mind and make me move on my own just to see me suffer. If I can just move on my own I swear I won't go through this. I don't know what's wrong with beautiful man why in he world does he not understand pain. I'm a human being. I don't know what's wrong with them I don't know why beautiful man would spend 17 years creating a torture device. They are in my mind they can just screw my face the material is in my body but they want to see me suffer. I don't know why im scared to death. I don't know why they don't leave me alone. I swear to god I wish beautiful man understands pain. I swear to god I wish beautiful man understands pain that is the biggest gift god can ever give me and I believe in God. I wish he can just forgive me I wish he learns to be human I just wish he learns to be kind I just wish he learns to help me as a human being and not do this to me if my family doesn't mean he should not use his brain. Please with my life I beg beautiful man to not put me in a torture device. My whole family was going to give up on me except my father but I don't know why beautiful man would torture me instead come inside my brain. I remember the day when they would support to pretty girl I don't know what's happened to this world. Please don't hurt me I'm a human being.