I need help. My family makes me feel as if I am mad and then behaved as if nothing has happened. Nobody cares. I am lonely. I am dying. I don't want to face my family. I want to shout and cry loud. I am doneI want to fir but do not want to suicide. Nobody realises the pain they give me. I don't judge anybody. I somehow know when somebody is in pain but I am always lonely. I am tired and have failed