Im 12 (13 in a few weeks) . So this is about my Dad and about 3 years ago I basically pushed him out of my life.. he put me in danger many times because of the things he does (drugs, debt ect) but depsite that he was a good dad he never put us into his problems and always cared for us he always made sure we had food, love and made us comfortable.. i didnt realize that till now. Even now after i pushed him away hes still trying to get us back by sending gifts on holidays and messages its so sad to think about. Hes even trying to get his life back together he has a job, a house, enough money to take care of himself and he got away from the drugs (I hope) I really want to see him again to give him a second chance but Im scared of the things that might happen again im scared to think what might happen if we do see eachother again and if he gets sad/mad that I pushed him away. I dont care about the bad people or things that might happen because I know that he will always make sure we are safe and out of it but I dont know what to do my mom said shes going to court again and I have a lawyer for myself she comes everyonce an while and I want to tell her I want to see him but im still scared if our relationship will change (me and my dad) what should I do..?