Hello, im 12 years old and my father is very annoying, strict and he wants me to do EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTS. like, i'm some sort of puppet. he wants me to sing, and that's okay, but he says it in such an annoying way. he thinks girls should keep their head down and listen to everything the "man" has to say. he screams at my face. till today i have always kept quiet and listened to his screams and cry afterwards. today, i finally stood up for myself, saying that i dont care that i'm a girl, i'm still a human being, with feelings.
my dad didn't like that. he slapped me and screamed and me and then turned to my mom. he said that my mom is making me bad and he starts screaming at her. then he says that girls shouldn't speak up and "talk back" to their father.
then i cried, and both my parents threatened to suicide BECAUSE OF ME.
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ME.
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE.
I DONT KNOW WHY I WAS BORN.
i can't live in this house anymore. i want to leave. i have some money in my piggy bank, enough for a taxi to my cousin (and best friend) house.
should... i go?
should i call someone? should i call my uncles and aunts?
please tell me.