I am 15 years old. I met this guy whilst I was there with his friends, who I met first, and he said that I was beautiful. He is Syrian and very good looking. We started talking and he said that he was 19 but a few days later it turns out that he was 23. I didnt mind because I liked him so it went on as normal. He is my first kiss and first boy to properly have something with. We were under a bridge that he took me to whilst my best friend and her boyfriend were sat on a bench nearby the entrance. He took me to a ginnel part under the bridge near water. We were kissing and he did finger me (which was consensual ofc). At times, he would try to spin me round and pull my leggings further down to have sex but I kept saying 'no, I don't want to here, look where we are'. I am a virgin so I didn't want my first to be under a bridge🤣. He kept saying 'come on, its fine' and he didn't know that I was a virgin as he never asked me. It kept going on like this for a while, he had a boner and guided my hand to his dick which I was fine with. The main reason I am writing this is because I am confused with what happened to me. He turned me round fast enough to pull my leggings and thong down and put some of his dick in my arse. I had already explained to him no several times before and when he did it hurt alot. I jumped up in pain and said 'no stop'. I pulled my leggings up and when I did, i saw two men walking up to us from a distance. We were behind a short wall so they couldn't see. They told us the gates were locked so we both ran to the other entrance. It was quite late and my best friend was waiting for me at the place where we meet to go home. I didnt see her phone calls as I had no service. When he was walking me to her, he looked annoyed with me as if I should've let him but I didnt say anything as I liked him alot. I didnt tell my best friend about this either. The next few days, he didn't speak to me that much. Now, I have learnt off his 'friend' that he has pending rape charges and a few underage girls had said that him and a few others had raped them under that same tunnel 3 days ago whilst I write this. I felt sick when I heard this. I cried. He's the first guy I have done stuff with and my first kiss. I genuinely trusted him and didnt think he'd do something like this. Ofc, the girls cases are being looked at and they haven't been charged yet but I dont know who to belive. He doesnt know i knwo about this too btw. I searched the definition of rape and what it says is what happened to me, but because I don't see it as bad as what I've heard happened to those girls, I don't want to tell anyone. I don't want mine to seem like I'm mocking real victims. His friends have sexually assaulted me and my best friend in the past (about a month ago or a few weeks) but we don't see that as serious to us either as we have had conversations about that. We met his friends first and then him about a week later. He done this to me just over a week ago and then what I have heard happened to the girls about 3 days ago.