I’m so scared of losing her
I can’t imagine losing her
Yet i ignore her and stay away from her
I’m making it worse for myself
She’s already so old, I’m still so young
I want to die first
I don’t care about my future
I just don’t want to see her stop breathing
Why is everything and everyone so cruel
Why do i have so many issues
Why is no one helping except for her, but i always ignore her. Why am i doing that. I love her. I cant live without her. What is wrong with me