FUCK MY LIFE. I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR IN THIS CRUEL WORLD. I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF BUT I DON'T WANT TO BREAK MY MOM'S HEART. WHEN WILL THIS SHITTY LIFE GET BETTER ?? WHY ME ?? WHY MUST I BE THE ONE WHO HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH ALL THIS SHT. I HATE SEEING MY MOM CRY AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WHICH MAKES ME SO GUILTY AND SAD. OUT OF ALL THE FUCKING PEOPLE WHY ME ??? HERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO DESERVES THIS SHT BETTER THAN I DO. BUT WHY ME ??? I JUST WANT THIS SHT TO BE OVER
6 months ago
Re: pls let this end already
It's hard to. Understand why Nad things happen to good people, I have to say I'm proud of you for knowing that taking your life is not a good idea.
I wish I had all the answers to your problems but I don't. Sometimes I feel like life is not fair, I'm tearing up right now. I'm sorry for everything you guys are going through, I wish I could help.
On the bright side there are things to be greatful for., your mom, your phone, your eyes, your ability to read and other stuff not everyone has the advantage to have that.
If God wanted you dead, you would be dead ,but the fact that you are still breathing oxygen means that God still wants you alive, for what reason i don't know.
Pray and aks God to intervine in your life, yeah I know God knows everything you are going through but he wants you to ask him to intervine. He loves you and your mom more than you know.
I will pray for you.
Things will get better.