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Porn ruined my life completely

I was around 12 or 13 when I started watching porn on my 2G supported mobile device. Firstly, it was my curiosities that draw me towards that dirty world.

I started jacking off and at start my cum used to be thick and white but in the following years when I did it excessively, my sperm become thin and lost color.


Since I was only 13, I started having a serious side-effect of watching porn and that was nightfalls every night. I could not sleep at the age of 13.

I used to stay awake to avoid nightfall.


Watching porn and jerking off seems nice but when you watch a dirty dream and suddenly wake up and seeing you’ve spoiled your pants, that’s really regretful and appalling.


I was hiding my nightfall problem because I felt shame revealing this to anyone. I made my situation even worst because as my penis never developed fully till now. It is still too small.


The frustration of erectile dysfunction and premature ejaculation lead me to start watching porn every time I feel little stressed. I masturbate excessively. I’m greatly addicted to porn.


I can’t even imagine of having a girlfriend. There are many side-effects of watching porn that I’m regretting and will regret all my life.


Now as an adult at the age of 23, I see my body and feel shameful. I’m too thin compared to guys who once used to be my friends.


One request to all who are reading this… Just stop watching porn. No matter what age or gender you’re, it can ruin your life drastically. There is no go back/recovery when you have developed sexual issues.


God forgive me for all my sins!