When this whole covid thing started months ago, I felt relieved. I have very strong social anxiety and I've always had problems to make friends at school. And this year I would've started in a new school, full with people that I don't know and that don't know me. So when isolation was called, I didn't complain. Actually, most people think this year was their worst year and I think it might've been my best, since I didn't really have to interact with anyone or go outside of my house. Then everything started to get too real and things started to open again. Not fully, but now we're allowed to go to the park with one or two people. And I got asked by my best friend to go to her house for her birthday with a couple of her friends and also got invited to the park by another friend and I panicked. I want to see them because I miss them, of course, but at the same time I don't feel comfortable getting out of my house to meet people since I haven't seen anyone for over nine months. I don't know what to do, I don't want to make it weird for them and for me but also I don't want to let them down since they're the only friends I have. Any advice, please?