I'm gonna say it. I did go to the trend, but not like a trend but somehow girls is suddenly going bisexual or lesbian. I wasn't really getting into it, because i know it's wrong to pretending you are because you don't know how much real lgbtq+ people experience throughout life. I'm a very much supportive of the lgbt community, especially because most of my friends are either bisexual and gay. And then when i heard of the rumored to be girls being "bisexual", welp, i think about myself being bisexual. Like, imma just search some gay memes and post it so people know that im "gay" or something like that. Well they did care, some care, it's just thr gays tho mostly girls. BUT! Hear me out. This one girl in my class is so pretty, famous, and every boys admired her but didn't really confess to her because they think she might just end up rejecting them. I was jealous of her, because my crush likes her, and like, she's just fucking pretty it hurts me. Then one time she saw my post, she asked me one day, "Wait you're gay?" and i said, yes. Then she proceed to ask me some things about lgbtq+ topics and im a good liar so i just told her everything i know. I kinda feel bad now tho. So anyways, days past by. Then this one fucking time. This one fucking time, she just came into me and like, "Hey let's go in the class together", she fucking hold me in the arm. Then she always had been doing that for like days and times when we meet. She would also sit on my lap and then kiss me on the cheek. BUT WAIT MA'AM. She isn't gay, bisexual, or any other gender in the lgbtq+, she's straight. She's totally straight because she'd been with many guys before. She even flirt with them. And god y'all don't know how much im confused by that time. Then i slowly got into lesbian p!rn. GAHD YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT WENT DOWNHILL. Lmao i was turned on. I didn't expect that. I wasn't disgusted by it or anything, i was just shock because i haven't felt this even though i knew and pretty much my gay friends talk about this. Then later by later, i just somehow daydream on having a relationship with her. Like what the fawk. Also with some girls lol i don't know. I just straight up daydream on the middle of the class and stare at her. Theeennnnn.... One day, she asked me, "Do you have a crush on me or something?" then oh man oh fuck. I IMMEDIATELY, IMMEDIATELY told her ahaha no❤️. OKAY MA'AM I WAS TRYING NOT TO GAY PANIK RIGHT THERE. But ahaha anyways... When i answered her, she just said okay. Then well, my feelings started to built uppity up there. Then by the next freaking months i wasn't trying to be obvious that i have a crush on her. And oh lawd i was still obvious. Also, that's when it started, when she turned me gay. She don't have feelings for me. But i do have. So i was sad by the longest time, and so i just sometimes daydream on a girl who i don't know. Then i also realised, i am a bottom. Oh lawd help me 👁️💧👄💧👁️

I'm gonna say it. I did go to the trend, but not like a trend but somehow girls is suddenly going bisexual or lesbian. I wasn't really getting into it, because i know it's wrong to pretending you are because you don't know how much real lgbtq+ people experience throughout life. I'm a very much supportive of the lgbt community, especially because most of my friends are either bisexual and gay. And then when i heard of the rumored to be girls being "bisexual", welp, i think about myself being bisexual. Like, imma just search some gay memes and post it so people know that im "gay" or something like that. Well they did care, some care, it's just thr gays tho mostly girls. BUT! Hear me out. This one girl in my class is so pretty, famous, and every boys admired her but didn't really confess to her because they think she might just end up rejecting them. I was jealous of her, because my crush likes her, and like, she's just fucking pretty it hurts me. Then one time she saw my post, she asked me one day, "Wait you're gay?" and i said, yes. Then she proceed to ask me some things about lgbtq+ topics and im a good liar so i just told her everything i know. I kinda feel bad now tho. So anyways, days past by. Then this one fucking time. This one fucking time, she just came into me and like, "Hey let's go in the class together", she fucking hold me in the arm. Then she always had been doing that for like days and times when we meet. She would also sit on my lap and then kiss me on the cheek. BUT WAIT MA'AM. She isn't gay, bisexual, or any other gender in the lgbtq+, she's straight. She's totally straight because she'd been with many guys before. She even flirt with them. And god y'all don't know how much im confused by that time. Then i slowly got into lesbian p!rn. GAHD YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT WENT DOWNHILL. Lmao i was turned on. I didn't expect that. I wasn't disgusted by it or anything, i was just shock because i haven't felt this even though i knew and pretty much my gay friends talk about this.Then later by later, i just somehow daydream on having a relationship with her. Like what the fawk. Also with some girls lol i don't know. I just straight up daydream on the middle of the class and stare at her. Theeennnnn.... One day, she asked me, "Do you have a crush on me or something?" then oh man oh fuck. I IMMEDIATELY, IMMEDIATELY told her ahaha no❤️. OKAY MA'AM I WAS TRYING NOT TO GAY PANIK RIGHT THERE. But ahaha anyways... When i answered her, she just said okay. Then well, my feelings started to built uppity up there. Then by the next freaking months i wasn't trying to be obvious that i have a crush on her. And oh lawd i was still obvious. Also, that's when it started, when she turned me gay. She don't have feelings for me. But i do have. So i was sad by the longest time, and so i just sometimes daydream on a girl who i don't know. Then i also realised, i am a bottom. Oh lawd help me 👁️💧👄💧👁️