Okay so um.. Many birthdays passed, It was literally nice and memorable. But my 18th isn't at all. Having someone died at my birthday, and I haven't even really celebrated my birthday on how I wanted it to happen. I'm really devasted. Seeing other people celebrate their 18th's make me feel sad and jealous at the same time. I haven't even danced my man ever, and he has to dance other girls haha. Idk why I'm crying so much I haven't even done my schoolworks. I'm tired..