<ol><li>Why do you hate me?</li><li>Why don’t I want to be here?</li><li>Wtf are u doing wishing you were happy for the tenth time in a row?</li><li>no one trusts me but me... I don’t know if that’s going to change. Why don’t they just believe me?</li><li>How come they expect a nonchalant attitude when they say they don’t care?</li><li>Why doesn’t anybody give a damn about me or people like me?</li><li>Am I actually suicidal or bummed out and a little naive for days ?</li><li>Why don’t they laugh with me? I laugh at they’re jokes...</li><li>Can’t I just stop hurting my body ?</li><li>Why am i still here?</li><li>....last question, did this help?</li></ol>__________________________________1My situation makes me helpless and I hate that. 2tou never get a chance to breathe, let yourself go etc &amp; when you you can’t master that for the life of u. Bc I don’t have the tools to make yourself better. It’s totally normal to get an overload to need to get away from it all 3 Adressing a truth. I want to be happy, I don’t want to be miserable, but if I say that then I loose my composure 4 Truth is stranger than fiction Truth is harder to accept than fiction, also people are gonna want to believe what is exactly like what they already believe.:)5 out of sight out of mind they may continue to show they don’t care but they stop thinking about it bc (You Know) you aren’t that important to them.These people will not regard your feelings. They aren’t people u should totally respect bc they aren’t going to respect back. 6. All people can seem self centered they have their own priorities and their own beliefs.when they ar emery with opposing priorities, they practice one of the worst strategies-avoidance they avoid thinking about other people’s problems.... because it be that way sometimes. 7 YOU HAVE KNOWN FOR ALONG TIME QUITE OFTEN YOU ACKNOWLEDGE THAT YA ARE SUICIDAL.u have UNDERLYING SADNESS, because you’re GREATLY affected BY PASSIVE SUICIDAL INFLUENCES. SO FUCK the idea that YOU Made it all up -that is BULLSHIT people say bc they don’t, I repeat, don’t, think before they speak. The in-honest one isn’t u it is those fools.8 Bc your charm works on good~people which they really~aren’t, and I’m afraid that some people straight up hate humor. 9 the answer is *YearS* in the making,no. You cannot. Seeking help is the only way to stop the pain. 10. You became an addict. And a pessimistic cynic. Not the goal. You want to do something else, be cheerful, try new things - most of all you truly want to heal and experience a good reality . I don’t feel reassured, I wanna be less alone and my advice is won’t , my voice is hesitant small and is often insincere I know deep down I can be better But I really need help seeing that I need a friend.. 🙂🙃🙂🙃🙃🙂🙃🙂🙃🙂🙃🙂

Why do you hate me?Why don’t I want to be here?Wtf are u doing wishing you were happy for the tenth time in a row?no one trusts me but me... I don’t know if that’s going to change. Why don’t they just believe me?How come they expect a nonchalant attitude when they say they don’t care?Why doesn’t anybody give a damn about me or people like me?Am I actually suicidal or bummed out and a little naive for days ?Why don’t they laugh with me? I laugh at they’re jokes...Can’t I just stop hurting my body ?Why am i still here?....last question, did this help?__________________________________1My situation makes me helpless and I hate that. 2tou never get a chance to breathe, let yourself go etc & when you you can’t master that for the life of u. Bc I don’t have the tools to make yourself better. It’s totally normal to get an overload to need to get away from it all3 Adressing a truth. I want to be happy, I don’t want to be miserable, but if I say that then I loose my composure4 Truth is stranger than fiction  Truth is harder to accept than fiction, also people are gonna want to believe what is exactly like what they already believe.:)5 out of sight out of mind they may continue to show they don’t care but they stop thinking about it bc (You Know) you aren’t that important to them.These people will not regard your feelings. They aren’t people u should totally respect bc they aren’t going to respect back.6. All people can seem self centered they have their own priorities and their own beliefs.when they ar emery with opposing priorities, they practice one of the worst strategies-avoidance they avoid thinking about other people’s problems.... because it be that way sometimes.7 YOU HAVE KNOWN FOR ALONG TIME QUITE OFTEN YOU ACKNOWLEDGE THAT YA ARE SUICIDAL.u have UNDERLYING SADNESS, because you’re GREATLY affected BY PASSIVE SUICIDAL INFLUENCES. SO FUCK the idea that YOU Made it all up -that is BULLSHIT people say bc they don’t, I repeat, don’t, think before they speak. The in-honest one isn’t u it is  those fools.8 Bc your charm works on good~people which they really~aren’t, and I’m afraid that some people straight up hate humor.9 the answer is *YearS* in the making,no.  You cannot. Seeking help is the only way to stop the pain.10.  You became an addict. And a pessimistic cynic. Not the goal. You want to do something else, be cheerful, try new things - most of all you truly want to heal and experience a good reality .I don’t feel reassured, I wanna be less alone and my advice is won’t , my voice is hesitant small and is often insincere I know deep down I can be better But I really need help seeing that I need a friend..   🙂🙃🙂🙃🙃🙂🙃🙂🙃🙂🙃🙂