I’m the person who acts positive. Posts positive quotes plenty of times. Seems like my life is all in place. But look, no one’s life is perfect and I think we all know that. We just need a break sometimes, and how you take that break is questionable. I have a loving family, but there’s just something missing - just something I can’t grasp upon. Sometimes I think my positivity is a facade, and that the world is toxic - you have to fight it to live it. Being a mean person won’t achieve much, but at the same time, the people who backstab or ‘know how to maneuver their tricky ways’ achieve higher. Is this just how the world is? Do you have to be mean and poisonous so people won’t take advantage of you? Keeping a two-faced personality gets perplexing, and I start to lie to myself. I know you have to be strong, but there’s a point in life where you just don’t know who you want to be.