You know what... I'll just let this sht go. I mean, what am I suppose to do? The possibilities are endless. I am not even quite sure if there is a chance for us to meet irl. At the end of the day, I'm just one of his admirers. Why would he even notice me? Among the swarm of girls that he have met, interacted (take note, who are more beautiful and more mature, and more... well, better) how am I suppose to stand out and have his attention? I never had the chance to even have a chat with him or send him a message. Cause guess what? He is way way way out of my league.
If it's bound to happen, it's going to happen, right? But what if we're not bound to happen... Am I just going to regret this sht for the rest of my life or I'm just in a phase?