So I tried going to a tutoring thing. I'm really struggling with calculus and even tho i've had amost no time to study my dad said i have to go ask for help with it, but im ONLY allowed to use the tutoring provided by my school. So I asked one question and dude has a mic that I, for the life of me, could not understand. I am scared of talking to people, I am scared of asking for help, so even tho he repeated it a few times I still had so much difficulty. And now my dad's gonna be furious that I didn't ask for more hep from them, even though I have other sites with tutors that I can get help from, and even better after i've actually studied for it on my own, cause the help dude at the school closes in 5min, while the other one never closes and I don't have to go in vc with them so I feel more safe. My dad seems to think that the only legit way I can get help is through voice calling the school, where I feel even more pressured. The worst part I started getting more nervous(i started shaking) because the tutor didn't know what was wrong with my answer either. And then it's like great i've wasted both of our time.