you had been told you have a good mind. today you face the inevitable truth of someone who has way more experience than you telling you that you are, at best, a bit below average.congrats at failing at everything you docongrats really. congrats at wanting nothing. loving nothing.he said it. there's someone a hundred times more in love with a thing and you can't begin to compare to them. it's their passion. what will take you hours to do will take them minutes because of love.you are a coward. rude, undisciplined. you avoid toil. pain. a good for nothing.no excuses. that's just who you are.he tells you that the difference between a dumb person who fails and a dumb person who suceeds is hard workthat it's fine that you are like this because this is what god gave youhere you are. all your life valued for nothing except your, in the end, nonexistent mind.not kind. not good. not proper or at least tidy. no place for you in the world. nobody told you anything else except 'well at least you're clever' and, finally, you were not.lazy, indifferent, loveless.a useless person living in a beautiful world.