I was about to do something in repeat. It was thoughts from the past that made me think and be critical again. I had a script on my mind that i would just be asking and if he respond this way this would be my response. I got caught up again. but this time, i realized, should i do this again? overthinking things, then i messages again. now i know it is enough of the past and let it go. We can't control everything but we sure can control how we think and respond. If it ends, then so be it. Another door will open. I have always made up stories of what might had, have, could have happen or happened but im freeing myself now to these chains of the past and just enjoy every experience and wont compare to what was before. Recreating my life and decisions again. It is never too late.