I'm at the moment of thinking about "what ifs" and "maybe."
What if I didn't resign?
What if I didn't choose those decisions?
What if I stayed?
What if I enjoyed what I had?
What if I listened to them?
If I didn't resign maybe I have a money to support my family at this moment.
If I stayed maybe I have source of income.
If I enjoyed what I had before, maybe I will not think to much of this problems.
If I listened to them maybe Im in a good position right now.
If I didn't make those decisions, maybe I will not be a burden.