Time Spent- 47m
34 Visitors

Rejected by best friend and want to die.

Rejected by someone i loved for years. No matter how much time passes the pain refuses to subside. I want the pain to stop. How do I make it go away. He said "we're still friends" but i cut contact and the pain is intense. Was I supposed to sit back ans watch him love another woman in front of me while we both know my heart is bleeding and his actions are slowly but surely killing me? I miss him, but staying was agony. Did I do the right thing? Please help, the pain is turning into suicidal thoughts. I'm fighting them aa hard as I can.



Replied Articles

Re: Rejected by best friend and want to die.

I’m there too. I’ve only loved one person. 35 yrs marriage. Her mom move close. She divorce me & say her mom need her more than I do. WTF?


but I’ll keep fighting anyways. Please read.

Life was hard. But by my mid 20’s it started looking up. I married my best friend. Bought a house. Got a great job. Had kids. In my 40’s I met my favorite athlete ever. Nearing 50 I made a friend. They had music connections. I met a lot of famous singers. In high school I had a crush on a singer. Well i got to hang out with her in my 40’s. I watched my kids win academic awards. Play music. Win city; state, & even a national Title. At an out of state sports event i met an actor. He’s one of my favorites. Very cool. Ive owned a cool old sportscar; & a BMW. Ive surfed & dived. Hung out the side of a military helicopter. Helped build something that went to Mars. I got emergency training. Ive saved lives. I breathed life into a boy who turned blue. Saved a tiny girl. Had I killed myself Id never have experienced all of those amazing things later in life. I Love You. Jesus loves you. Please learn to love your self. To calm myself I watch comedies. I listen ro fun music; I sing & dance. I stare at flashing Christmas lights on my wall; or a lava lamp on the dresser as I listen to calm music or watch TV as I drift off to sleep. I hug a large pillow as I go to sleep. Who knows what your life has in store if yiu just have the courage to live it. My best moments were holding my wifes hand. Our first kiss. My kids being born; learning to walk, & saying I Love You Daddy. You get to treat your kids the way you wish you’d been treated. Dont quit. Live this life. Stay in your seat until your turn is over. Then go to Heaven. It will wait on you. I Love You. Jesus loves you. Please learn to love your self. To calm myself I watch comedies. I listen ro fun music; I sing & dance. I stare at flashing Christmas lights on my wall; or a lava lamp on the dresser as I listen to calm music or watch TV as I drift off to sleep. I hug a large pillow as I go to sleep. God Bless

Online therapy. Talkspace.com $65 week. Maybe this will be a good site if dont want goto officr. I goto an office. Ive heard this is a good online option.

Hope it helps sweetie.

This Life is full of dissappointment......people reject you in a lot of different ways....but you can't let their rejection be the entirety of Your Life...the only reason why you feel this way is that you value their opinion of you.....than yourself .....im not giving you some motivational bullshit....i am telling you to really look within yourself.....ask yourself why you let this affect you so much.......be the observer...just a few minutes a day....then start making Your Life about you. ...........and change the story in Your mind.. hope this helps....hang in there