i honestly don't know where to start. everything just sucks for me right now and i'm feeling a little bit guilty because my life isn't that bad but it feels like my depression is relapsing and i don't know what to do. i've had it since i was 13 (and it's still undiagnosed) but ever since i started relapsing a year ago, it became clear to me that i am indeed suffering from it. i'm so angry and frustrated because i thought i was finally okay after i turned 15. i was happy and my relationship with my family strengthened.. but i think i just became a people pleaser at that time.
i'm almost 18 now and like i said, it's coming back again but worse. i want to end it all everyday. ive lost all interest in everything i was passionate about. my relationships with people are hanging by a thread. and still, i don't know what to do. i don't know if i should feel guilty because there's a lot of people in the world who have it worse than me and yet, here i am, feeling sorry for myself. i really want to just get over it. but i don't know how.
i want to know what's wrong with me.