I think if anything my ex ruined that emo/scene hair due and snake bite piercing combo, a chick on my tiktok fyp had that combo and I felt like I nearly died. I don't know why, I just cried for a second. It's not something that holds power over me its just not something I can't enjoy anymore without feeling hurt. My ex was toxic and harmful. I never want to see him again but it sucks I'm reminded of him just by this combo.