Back to the day where everything is okay. You smiled at me and talk to me nicely. Asking me to go with you watching the sunset together. Or eating together or pour me some water because you're enjoying my company.Those good days are gone. And its always hard for me to get over it. Now heres a real life. I get hurt almost everyday by your action. I hate it when you shout.don't but it slowly becomes a habit of yours. I was lucky if there were any kisses at all that day. When you look at me, it doesnt feel like before anymore. You rarely smile while looking at me anymore. Im no longer your muse. I just becoming your needs for you to escape this hard life. But when it becomes too hard for you, you run away too from me. Im really really sad. Wish i could leave all of this behind. But where do i go? I have nothing and no one. At the end of dau, you only have yourseld