RP I miss you so damn much. I have been thinking about you a lot today. I wonder if you thought of me at all. I get we are in a pandemic.... but I feel like nothing mattered. I wonder if you played with my emotions and now you have become less interested. Friendship is enough. Its the only relationship that’s attainable. Yet that seems too much for you. I know I have created this version of you thats not real. I know I need to let go. I think I have let the real you go. Its the fantasy that I am holding onto. Letting go is hard.