Its been a while since I posted here. I was doing well keeping you off my mind. But today its just back again. Maybe its the reality that I will not see you for awhile (unless you count Zoom).I am still aware of the reality that it will never be. You and I always unattainable. My rational side knows it the idea of you that I crush on. But my fantasy side can think of nothing but feeling your touch. Oh how I wish you knew what the fantasy of you does for me.