I am thinking of you again...even tho I am trying not to. My therapist says you are a fantasy and a distraction.
Whatever you or were I miss you. I am angry that you don’t seem to miss me. Covid sucks but you could reach out.
You are have a family getaway this weekend. I find myself down knowing I will never be part of that.
I don’t even know what I want from you.
I think my therapist is right I miss the distraction. I wish I could have a small sign that you miss me too.