Good morning Sam. I just woke feeling my heart in pain. I did cried last night in order to put myself to sleep. I slept at around 3 in the morning trying to figure things out. Thinking about how you doing. Im so tired of being in pain Sam. Im so tired trying to find answers to my own questions. Im so tired but I have to fight. I hope okay ka lang? Masaya ka ba? I stepped back when I found out na masaya ka kasama siya. Na nakahanap ka na talaga nang someone for you. I pray that you're okay. I pray that may you find the genuine happiness that I couldn't give. Even if it hurts a lot, I accept it whole-heartedly. Always take care okay? Hope you know more God and put Him in every decisions that you make. This will never be easy, but I know someday I will be able to get over. Not now, maybe not now. But soon!
entry july 14, 2020 9:05 am Philipine time