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Sam

I have a lot of things to say. But I chose not to talk to you because I know deep in my heart it will never change the fact. That I will remain as a friend. Why is it so easy for you to decide things? Bat sobrang bilis nang naging kayo? Did you met her before me or sabay? Or mas nauna ako? You know, if you really planned to hurt me congratulations because you did! Di ka nalang sana nakilala kung ganito naman din kasakit yung mararamdaman ko. Many times ko sinasabi na lahat nang to may reason; nang ma meet ka ay may purpose at ito na siguro yun. To give me lesson, to open my eyes. Alam mo ba kung gano ako katakot ngayon na magtiwala? Takot ako na baka once I open up again to someone else baka matulad din nang nangyari sayo. At matatalo na naman din ako. Sana kung alam ko lang talaga sana hiningi ko nalang sa Diyos na di kana lang nakikilala. Di na kita kinausap. Sobrang hirap. I tried to find way na makatulong kung pano maibsan tong nararamdaman ko. I engage in different activities kahit covid para lang maibsan yung pag-iisip ko sayo. Para maibsan din yung pain na nararamdaman ko. Na kahit papano di ko masabing nasasaktan pa din pala ako.