I keep dreaming the same moment when i was in junior high school. I do have a good memories when i was in junior high school but.. i keep avoiding all my friends because of my depression and my axiety. When i tried to explain it to one of them, she leave me, judging me like im an idiot. I hate them all. But i keep dreaming about all my friends. I hate it. It feels like im the wrong here because im avoiding them. But they not even thinking about me, i hate what i feel.