Help me stay on my path of cliebacy I have multiple times wanted him inside my body to feel this man even though in conscious state he disgusts me . I need to feel him sex me up and he enjoys it but soon after I just am overcome with distaste and knowledge of how he groomed and abused me for several years so as to get my attention and sex. He satiates his lower chakras with sex. When I see any other men these very same incidents keep playing in my head. My breasts , my body suffers and I know he wants to attack my private parts by casting evil magic and ritual cult abuse. Everything I always feel is being seen cause this man imagines me that way. I visualize the worst withe very man now cause the worst was given to me by this man. Jesus forgive me for this man wanting to do evil stuff to my private parts. Jesus forgive me for sinning myself into a dark world with shallow men who want to use me sexually or in any other way to shame me of being a female and to feel better about themselves. Jesus help me be free from a man who attacks my body , my spirit . Save me from a man who dwells in sexuality and sensuality and my body is object of pleasure at his own means. Save me from evil ..save me from sexual interests of evil men . Save me against evil violent repressed thoughts about men , woman and children. Same me from my own impurities and help me be pure in soirit. I confess my sin's to you. My sins to neglect sex and for people who use sex to make money. forgive me my sins but I don't encourage amorality. Help me become reflection of you as I fight and pray everysay. Help me stay on my path of celibacy with courage. Save my body mind and spirit from cancerous men and women shallow men and women. Protect my body mind and spirit cause I know not how else to do it..Amen.